Happier without You?

Happier without You?

Friday, April 07, 2006        8:23 PM

Today we had class. Friday! Papa stopped by to bring me the drill to borrow. Looked at what the kids were working on. Due to the wind he couldn't do his chimney and went home.

Just as we were getting ready to go to Kmart and pick up the boys' new meds, Jim called. I asked where he was last night. He was really taken aback. He said he was out and I asked if he had a date. He did! Her name is Heather, she has two kids. Why he would meet someone with kids I don't know. But I was going around saying daddy had a date....Ian thought it was neat and Connor was upset. He said he was married to me. He called Jim and said he didn't want him going out because he already has momma. Poor kid. Not sure how it will all unravel. Who knows! J He said he didn't kiss her. Said I was the only one he'd slept with on a first date! I am special after all! J

I was actually kind of excited for him. maybe that is a good sign.

Later when he and I web cammed he asked me to show him some skin! Augh. He said he was waiting for me to ask him to come home still. I said you just went out with Heather! He said he couldn't help it if he was still attracted to me. I told him I was happy and he said, without him? I gave him a list of why I was happy without him. No man in a bed, not wanting to watch the kids. Basically, all that I want from him he isn't willing to give. I told him if he wanted me bad enough, he would do something about it.

He looked a bit scruffy with his 3-day growth as he put it. I don't like it. But it doesn't matter!

The kids each got a water gun at Kmart and played this afternoon.

We had fish for dinner and the kids liked it. That is a nice change. I get to fix a lot more foods. J

I chatted with Tess on the computer a bit this evening. She is funny. J She makes me laugh.

I have an OB apt on the 20th! Yah!!!! The kids are in bed and I am about there! J SM MacLeod