I had the most unusual experience today; I went for a session with a hypnotherapist. I always thought it would be neat to go see one; well today was the day.
Upon meeting the lady who was older, greying & very excited, I could tell I would like her. She talked about some recent articles on hypnosis despite it being around for so long.
I learned about her, Dr. Livingston. She was a "mc" before getting married, so you know there is something good right there! She was a teacher & principal for 30 years. We had so many things in common or our families did that it was funny.
As she stood to read for the US News magazine she stopped. She looked at me & said, you were a Druid in Stonehenge. (No wonder I loved it when I visit that place & a picture of Stonehenge is on my computer desktop!) And no, Druids are some freaky witch club, but naturalists. They believed very much like the Indians did. Nature.
I have an angel named, Seledad (pronounced with a th sound on the end.) I said that is Celtic. She told me that she had long, red hair & that it was unusual that she wanted Dr. L to tell me her name right away. Seledad wants me to work on some things which is pretty neat. My angel & my sister's angel intermix with each other a lot as she & I are so close she said. :)
An Angel is a being that has never lived on earth. They tend to appear as human since that is what we know. A spirit-guide is different. They have lived before & choose to come help guide us. Everyone has one of each.
When she asked about what I did I told her that I am writing a story. She asked what it was about & I told her. Before I was finished she jumped up, got a book off of her bookshelf & handed it to me, telling me to read the back. The book is about a lady named Dawn Marie Clare & she felt pulled to Scotland. So, she went there & ended up finding past live memories. Interesting.
Dr. L also told me there were no such things as coincidences, that it was God. There is a book called When God Winks at You. They call these "coincidences" winks (from God).
All this was even before I paid the lady!
Now, I have never been hypnotised before. I have only seen what appears on tv, so I wasn't sure what to expect. I went primarily for stress & if you have ever met me, you understand why! (Fruity family! XOXO)
I sat in Dr. L's lazy boy recliner all stretched out, no crossed legs, arms open. She gave me headphones & I could hear her voice. She talked about the way I felt when I get stressed out & how when it happened later, the stress would only last 3 minutes. She would give me a tape of the session that I could use at home.
We started out with deep breathing. Relaxing muscles, relaxing from toes all the way to my head. As I went deepening into relaxation my fingers started to tingling. Suddenly her voice said that I may feel tingling in my fingers & that was ok. Then the legs went kind of numb. Then her voice saying, your legs may feel numb, but that is ok. Hmmm.
Ok, so she describes this place of peace that I should go to. She doesn't say where or what it is, it is my place. I found it & it was cool. Now understand this was the most unusual feeling I had ever had. She would tell me to breath, relax, & my arms would feel heavy. She did this several times & by the end my arms were so heavy they were like weights laying at my side. It was the freakiest, neatest thing I had ever felt before.
So, there I was in this white misty place with this palest of blue color. It was like I was swimming, but it wasn't water. When she said there was a large beautiful staircase with 10 steps & I would go down it. They were there, but I didn't have to go down them as I already was there.
At the same time on the left side of my vision I was somewhere, with a tall figure. There was green, craggy rocks behind us, something off to the right, perhaps a building/castle or something with tall craggy rocks behind it. I was going in the water. I could feel the water flowing over my shoulders. I would come out of the water, go up to this "being", but my arms around him & he would put his arms around me. He was much taller than I was, but I could see no features. But I felt safe & content there. I was happy. I would continue to go back into the water & back to this person.
After a while she was slowly bringing me out of this state & it was so strange feeling. It was just a little bit at a time, not quite the direct 1-10 like on tv. At first I couldn't move. I couldn't open my eyes. Bit my bit she told me to wiggle my fingers, wiggle my toes, wiggle my nose. Another number; open my eyes. I don't even think I can explain how unusual it felt. It is nothing like after surgery & medicine. I wasn't groggy, but awake & awesome feeling & had the strangest feeling in my stomach.
When I got into my car not only did I feel great, but that funny feeling was still in my stomach & the feeling that races through you when you feel you just met that someone that you know is your mate for life. That person you will go lives without for the one day you will be with him. That was how I felt & I don't care if you think I am crazy at 39, having 3 kids, a crappy marriage, I will take that giddy feeling inside any day!
So, in the end it is awesome! I feel great & when I went to see my friend Kerry she said I had a bright aura about me. That I was happy & it was different. It was a VERY good thing! :)
Yes, I am going back. How can I resist a past life regression now?! It may explain soooo much!
SMacLeod
P.S. I used the restroom before, so nothing would distract me. The 1 hr later, I went & swear I wouldn't stop! I told Dr. L I think the water I was playing in sunk in! :)
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