I called Connor. I didn't want to have a conversation with his FMom, but wanted to talk to him. She answers & asks how I am. Well, lets see, I am a pissed off, worried, stressed mom who had her other son in the ER for passing out. How are you?
No, I didn't say that. I said fine & asked to speak to my son, who was sounding very happy today. He actually remembered some of what he did in school today too! Always amazing compared to the "I forgot" or "I can't remember" that I usually get!
He is watching some show that he says is funny to watch. He is looking ahead & asked for something for his birthday, which is in Sept. He wants a gameboy, but I asked about a DS & he seemed to think that was good.
I talked to him about Ian's ER visit. He wanted me to tell Rachel, a school aid that he misses her. :)
Then I said, "Hey, you know I love you right?"
"Yeah"
"Well, no matter what ever happens, you remember that I love you."
"Okay," he says.
Just wanted to make sure that was clear. I do love you, son. I wanted you since before I even conceived you. I had a keychain with your name on it before you were even planted. I bought a porcelain Christmas ornament with "Connor" on it years before I even had you! You are my son & I will always love you & your brother & your sister. You are all my life. Love, Mom. :) :) :) SMacLeod
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