Connor was sad then the UBH counselor asked him about coping skills & what he would do when he gets angry. (Same old thing.) He got sad & crying. As we went over ideas which are great. I had to explain he blows up - the steps in between - to think something out, he got more angry. Connor spoke about a kid at UBH picking on him. The counselor tried talking about it being good that he did not hit him, but Connor got more upset & talked about pain & why he had wanted to kill himself (before).
Connor got really angry & yelled that he just wants to "Hit & cuss & hit & cuss". She asked if Connor had ever been to an RTC before so we talked about Camelot & the other RTC's. I gave her the number to Camelot. She said Dr. Hadn't given her a date @ his release. Connor said 7-10 days but when she pointed out @ him not doing well, he was crying.
Connor tearfully told me goodbye. L I hung up & cried & Ian hugged me. I said I would rather be childless rather than have them being in pain. Ian told me not to think that. I told him I hated seeing them hurt. He hugged me & I told him I was proud of him! He is as big as me! 5'5!!!
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