Well, things change for better or for worse &I guess all we can do is hang on tight with both hands for the ride!
Jim went to work when he got up & was gone until this afternoon.
The boys & I had class. I was really tired. Faith was up every hour last night until 4am. Ugh. I don't know what was wrong. She needed several diaper changes & refills & cried & whimpered & complained about her foot. It was all very unusual. I haven't a clue.
Ian & Connor went to sleep in record time in their own rooms.
It looks like Jim is going to IA for the next several months. I told him I felt he should not move into the new house as mentioned. He apparently talked to his dad who said he could stay with him. He said he doesn't really want to go, but he can't afford to live on his own.
What do I want? I want him to stay with me. I love him. But he needs to go. I can't allow him to keep running over me & he feels the same, so what can we do? The boys were not happy. Ian was particularly upset. It just means I need to step up and do more with him. I did PROMISE, which I never ever do, to continue to take him bowling. He was happy about that.
I am upset, but this time I just have to keep it to myself. I told the kids we'd get a web cam since Connor hates talking on the phone. Well, have to put the Busha Bu to bed.
I love you all all. SM MacLeod
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