Married...Again? 18 January 2006

The day is young! Up, dressed, trash out, eating breakfast, with makeup to go! School in a little over an hour. I am trying this new program that I think I will buy. It can be really useful. I think when I start my book it will be really useful too.

Faith is so funny. She comes over to my bed which is no little deal. She has two blankets and a juice cup, which she hauls up on the bed. Then she gets up. She moves up to the pillow and covers up and drinks her juice. She is funny. I shake her hand around my finger and say, "Hello I am Mommy." And I say, "You say, hello I am Faith" and she giggles with her smile. She is a doll. Ornery, mind you, like her brothers!

Then there is Connor. Who has to attack me at bed time with kisses and hugs for both sides. The one who has many times he wants left alone. He is picking up the multiplication tables we started very well. I was impressed! And as always, he is full of energy that I wish I had!

Ian is kind. He takes care of people. He is great with Faith and as ever tries to make Connor happy. He is more angry lately than he was before. He will stomp, throw things down, & slam his bedroom door. But he is kind and he loves to learn. And he loves his daring climbing and dangling from the basketball hoop! 
11:01 AM

Jim, the kids and I went to the court house. We got our marriage license. I told Jim it was the most stupid thing I had ever done in my life. He thinks just because we love each other this is going to work better. It won't and even I know that.

Then we went to the title company to get the prenuptial agreement notarized. Then we went to the Municipal court to find out about getting married. It costs nothing if we do it there and Jim is waiting for Judge McKutchin to call him since he likes him.

We went to Sonic and are back home now. I am not feeling the best. I wish I new I wasn't pg for sure, but not sure it has been long enough to know. I will have to see.

2:07 PM If I am pregnant, it is going to be a boy. SM MacLeod

8:35 PM The nuptials are planned for Friday the 21st at 1:30 pm. My mom and dad are supposed to come witness it.

Everyone is in bed. I am tired, but can't sleep this early or I wake up in the middle of the night. I started my manuscript today. It is going well. More descriptive.