Saturday, September 24, 2011

Ex - disgusting - 21 July 2011

Before Jim came down in July he was texting me. This again shows how his concern with the kids is about 1% & himself is 99%.

hello...what type of wand are you getting Faith for her birthday? What Harry Potter stuff does she like or wish for? Thanks
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It would probably best if you didn't get her HPotter stuff as I have already gotten her several items all having to do with it. I think she is expecting more up the lines of a gift card from you.
ok...however when I spoke with Ian last night and I ask him to ask her what she wanted her response was Harry Potter Stuff. Please tell me what you got for her. thank you
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 I think she is expecting more up the lines of a gift card from you.
that is not what I wish to get for her. She was hurt the last time I did that.
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yes but that was a bit of a different situation at the time. When r you actually going to be here?
I have to leave for NM on the 27th after I deposit the child support in your account so sometime on the 28th.
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 And leaving?

Probably on Sunday the 31st so I can be home on Monday the first to deposit your other payment in your account. did you have any plans that may include me for Faith's BD?
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Ok well here is how Faith wants her bday with you to go. She will have a party after lunch with her friends etc & then you can pick her up @ 3 or so to take her out to eat & either do presents with her or do shopping with her (if u do gift card) which is why I said that as she thought it wld be fun. She likes doing her own thing as you will quickly learn.
She does have your blood....
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Of that there is no doubt.
Ian said she has out grown Tinker Bell..Is this her feeling on the matter?
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She has outgrown many things including -she thinks - her own britches! She will be 22 by next week with a 15 yr olds temper! And she is a night owl as well.
Wow..I thought the boys were a handful...She probably give you a run for your money and you dont know what to expect.
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After her brothers? I don't know. She is a lot like Connor. But she is neater & when she cleans up I don't tend to find a science experiment 2 month later!
I never did tell you that when I move out of the house Connor and I lived in..when I pulled up Connor's bed I found an unopened box of Wells Blue Bunny Champ cones still in the plastic packs melted under his bed and numerous matches that he stole from the neighbors whenever her went outside and they were not on their porch smoking. He is very gutsy and brave enough to sneak up to their house next door while I took a shower.
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I warned you. He has to be watched. It is a compulsion he cannot control. He is going to get diagnosed again this coming school year. He had more testing done recently.
how is he doing? He lost my number or doesnt dial it right as he keep calling my Dad and asking for me. Dad enjoys talking to him and I do too. Am I able to call him and if so? at what number?
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Right now he is on respite while his foster parents are out of town they will be back soon. I will give him you # again then. He does pretty well. Has his ups & downs. We see him for counseling & visits. He likes them & misses them when they r gone.

Chet & Carols goal is to keep him in as long as possible to get the new diagnosis, get the DD Waiver to go thru so he will be able to have the job training & be able to live in a group home & have some semblance of a life or he will be living with one of us until we die. Which do you prefer?
Thank you for sharing that with me?
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He is a freshman this year.
that makes me feel old..
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Please..
How do you make it? I have not been there to help you other then paying child support. I tried to help by having the boys come to Iowa but I did not know how to be a parent and spoiled them by giving in to their wants and letting them do as they wished without proper parenting and no support from my parents as they could not handle and did not understand the special needs of the boys. I was overwhelmed and I think that you are at time also because you have no outlet or family support either. I believe you are a better parent then I am. I never intended for you to go at this on your own. My demons and past experiences in relationship and my insecurites were taken out on you. I have a lot of anger issue that were not your fault that I blamed on you as scape goat because I thought it was you and I judged you and thought I was a better person one in fact I was wrong and a hipocrite. I am sorry that I hurt you and I HAD NO RIGHT to judge you. You think differently then I do. That does not make you wrong we just have different out looks
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I do what I do because I am their mom & God blessed me with them. God also gave us great people who are helping us out with Connor & helping him get things that will help him be able to get work in the future. My best friend is here & now so is my sister & God has never left my side.
(Believe it or not, I deleted the most disgusting text that went here, @ how he'd have liked watching me with another woman. Ugh.)
I have always liked 3 somes where 2 straight guys please a women to the fullest extent possible via oral and straight intercourse. Does that make me a bad person? Or sick? As you know I love to please and I believe we had better sex after splitting up. you spoiled me after our divorce by doing things to me that you would not do while we were married. I got selfish and expected it all the time and took your pleasure out of it. My loss and my mistake. It should of been mutual expression and pleasure for both. I messed up a good thing...I regret all the hurt and pain I caused you becasue of my insecurities and such.
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That is no longer of any concern. It is over & done.
Thank you... I hope that you have found true happiness and contentment as I am still searching and may never find it. Thank you for chatting with me..take care and I will see you and the kids nexted week. Sleep well...thanks again....Good night
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Good night.
Tell me, why can't he just stay on topic with the kids? I don't give a care @ his sicko imagination! Then he wonders why I never want to talk to him! If he isn't like this, then he is slamming me for my personal life. Ugh.

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