Thursday, September 29, 2005

Aggravation Sept 29, 2005

I've been particularly grouchy the past few days. I would say since talking to Donna (counselor). I think some of her questions made me more upset with Jim than I may have been. I did get angry today over three things.:

1. I wanted to go to town (Jim watched the kids about 2 hours yesterday), but he wasn't "offering" when I told him. I was angry and off he went a half hour later.

2. The buying candy and sodas for the kids and saying it was better than his relationship with his dad.

3. Saying I brought (the home schooling) onto myself. I find that really crappy. Like I should let the boys fail and be miserable in public school.

I went to town with the kids and later told him at 5pm I wanted to go finish. Jim wanted me to go when they went to bed or in the morning. I wanted to go get it done! I was angry. I threw my sandals at the door. He was snotty about me putting a hole in the door. Please. I told him to get out of my room two times and then he says"Well, I'm going to leave then." I got really angry because there he went! Jerk status. He came back and the kids and I went to town and finished. He wanted to know where I was going. It just pissed me off.

I am not happy about how he makes me feel - again. He did make a snide comment about "I'm not sleeping in your bed". I told him that didn't dissolve his responsibility. SM MacLeod 8:49pnm

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