Some times I think if I raised the boys right they would act better; be more respectful; act right.
The logic in me can say the reasons they cannot be all these things, but I feel like a failure. I worry about the boys growing up and I am afraid, frankly, that bad things will happen. I don't want them to. I want them to have a nice life. I want them to be happy.
I guess I never realized I felt like a failure as a mother. I know I don't always feel this way, but when I am worn out.... Can I keep up what I do? I feel there is something wrong with me. Is there?
I've been emotional today. The whole week, but today seemed the worse. I don't know if it is PMS or what. I am like a roller coaster, even now.
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