When did my life come so undone?
When did I lose control?
Why is my family in pieces?
I never expected life to be easy.
I never expected it to always be sunny.
But who expects to have their children not to live at home?
Who thinks they will have to make choices where their own child can't live with them?
How do you put a good spin on that so your child doesn't think you are abandoning them?
So they think you still love them, but this is what is best for them?
Why does a parent have to fight with the insurance companies who only want to run a business?
They don't care about your ill child.
Then when something horrible happens people blame the ill child or the parent.
What are you supposed to do?
Tears flow & your body is wracked with sobs.
Then they just won't come any more.
But you are still left there to make the horrible choices you should never have to make!
My head hurts, my heart aches, my soul is being ripped from my chest.
If this is how I feel, then how will my child feel?
SMacLeod
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